Friday, February 20, 2004

Kayleigh sure is an active little girl! She likes to keep me up at night with all her moving around....mostly because I don't want to miss feeling her! It is such an awesome and yet strange feeling to have something moving around inside of you! Sometimes I can feel her while I'm talking to someone in the office and I almost burst out with, "Give me your hand...feel this!"

This is such a strange stage....being a mother, but people not really thinking of you as one. It's like I'm expected to go about the things I'm doing as if nothing in my life is changing. I'm finding it very difficult to keep focused at work...especially now that I am so aware of her presence. Things at the job just don't seem as important as they used to! I can't imagine what it will be like after I come back from a 13-week maternity leave...I'll be coming back to work for about 11 weeks. After that...it's all up in the air! I can't wait to be a stay-at-home mom or at least a part-time stay-at-home mom!!!!

Well best get to work!