I have come to realize...

...my vocabulary stinks. I'm reading Surprised by Joy by C.S. Lewis and need a dictionary at least every other page!

...I actually prefer cloth diapers to disposable....except at night....I have a little pee pee monster and she soaks them!

...four-month old babies do not refuse to sleep out of spite, so there's no point in getting angry with them.

...becoming a mom has helped me to understand my own mom.

...sometimes I really want a break from Kayleigh and that's okay.

...I am selfish and focused completely on what is best for me most of the time.

...I am much more content when I am focused on what is best for others.

...I can be very critical and I'm not sure how to change that.

...fear has and still does keep me from developing close, intimate relationships with people.

...I need to be who I am on purpose and not use the "That's just the way I am" excuse anymore. (Thanks Bill)

...there are people in my life who really love me.

...I need tell those I love, that I love them more often and I need to use their names when I do it.