Thursday, August 28, 2003

Well yesterday Justin and I embarked on a new journey: BABY MAKING! Yea! So, I thought I would create a web-site where everyone close to us, both near and far away, can be a part of it all. I haven't done this before...so bear with me....I'll try to keep it interesting!

Let's see for today:

I am so excited to finally be in this stage of my life. I feel like I've been waiting forever! Justin's still a little freaked out, but I think he's calming down. It is a little scary to think that we could be parents as soon as next summer. There are days when I am sure we are ready. Then there are days when I wonder....are we really ready for this? Am I ready for this? Am I ready to care for another human being 24/7? What about labor and delivery? Will I be able to handle the pain? All these questions and I'm not even pregnant yet!

I just started to chart my temperatures and everything so I'll know when my body returns to normal. Darn birth control pills! Hope they don't take long to get out of my system! I want to get pregnant now! Don't you think a June baby would be perfect? I certainly do. Lord Jesus, are you listening to me? June baby. Did you get that? I'll say it again....June baby!

On a serious note: Justin and I are resting in the will of our Lord. We know that His timing will be perfect. Children are a blessing and gift from our Father in heaven and we pray that He will choose to allow us to have this life experience. Yet, we also know that His will and plan are so much greater that we could ever imagine and we want nothing less. Therefore, we will be content with whatever answer He gives to our prayers for a child. Not to say we won't be disappointed if the answer is no, but we will rejoice in His perfection!

Love to everyone!

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